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Sometimes it's unbelievable that all of this has happened in the course of a week. Had you asked my last Saturday if this is where I thought I would be, I would have said no. But, maybe some of the best things happen quickly like that.
When I left Mom didn't hug me, say she loved me or anything of the sort. "Have a nice life.... Make good choices." It hurts. It hurts so fucking much. And I don't know what to do. I mean, part of me wants to be angry and hurt and totally forget about her and stop calling her my mother. And you know, maybe I'll get to that point. I never expected her to do that. Honestly, in a million years, I never thought she would pull that card. She just has so much hate and anger inside of her, she's like the Oogey Boogey Man.
As Dad so eloquently put it my mom is a "sick fuck." She needs help and she'll never get it because she is so stuck in her own world. She doesn't get what she's doing wrong, what she's doing to those kids. I mean, have you seen the inside of Oogey Boogey Man? That can't be good for your health!
I took the high road, smiled and said "I am." I turned around and I walked out of the house. I got in the truck and told Kelsey and Tyler to get me the fuck out of there. I hate that it ended this way. I'm going to have to work extra hard to keep a relationship with Emily, Caleb and Hanna and know what's going on with Spencer. When he realized I was leaving he started getting whiny and acting up... there's a little passive aggressive side of me that hopes he stays that way for awhile. Spencer never handles me being gone well.
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| | Posted 11/2/2009 8:54 AM - 22 Views - 8 eProps - 8 comments
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